Real life: All of our emotions
Rejected at birth broken as she grows but no one knows she prays to feel what happiness is really like she cries to her pillow at night nobody seems to understand her she claims to be okay at all time relationship or friendship never works out for her cos everybody wants to get at her all she needs is an open space to shout I AM BROKEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This question keep coming: What Next?
I really do not know how to express how I feel about this question, but it keeps bothering. Degrees attained, Money made, beautiful life, maybe a wonderful partner or maybe not, all the vacation you could dream of. After all of this, What's next? you have everything you want or need and you're thinking is that all you really want and need? I see broken people but rich and poor, that means money is not really a problem fixer, I also see people with awesome partner/family and they still seem very lonely . I see people with awesome degrees dump them for their dream jobs, I also see people with no degrees with high paycheck. All I'm saying is with all of our Achievement, what next?
Sometimes it hurt so bad that nobody understands you, not even the one that birthed you. Trying to smile everyday at everything is so tiring. I just want to scream to somebody how broken I am right now. I'm tired of being the playful, zero worries young lady everybody sees, I really want to cry I can't even lie. Nobody ever asks the question “how are you”? genuinely. I'm at the point where I just want all of this to end.